
This picture always reminds me of my daughter Deanne Maurrey. I missed to do this to her, to hold her in my arms and cuddle her. I miss to hug her so tight and kiss her in her chubby cheeks. The pain is still here in my heart fresh as new. I get scared when the sun sets because i know that soon as i am going to bed, i will think of her. I can't sleep right away, i am always refreshing the things what had happened. I am still mourning and feeling the pain deep inside me and hoping this will be over so soon.